Aha. Now this is something that I can really sink my teeth into.
I started getting heavy when I entered the fourth grade. As a result, I developed rather large breasts, so big that I needed to wear a sports bra for PE. I was teased a lot for my boobs as well as for my weight. It actually turned me on, and I would love to play dress-up and binge. I would often dream about becoming a very fat BBW, becuase, after all, I had a very feminine body.
Twenty years have passed, and I'm still into feminization, cross-dressing, and humiliation, and they are inextricably tied to my feeding fantasies. I have enjoyed many trysts with dommes which have always involved feminization and feeding. When I am with a male partner, I am always submissive, and like to play "the lady" That means wearing sexy lingerie, girdles, tight jeans, leather pants, dresses, boots, high heels, and any thing that makes me feel like a pretty piggy. I really feel at home in my own skin when I'm dressing up or feeding or both. It makes me feel beautiful and so sexy.
I went through an androgynous phase after college in which I dressed and acted very femme. I usually wore women's clothing, because the cuts fit better than, say, a man's pair of jeans. I even dabbled in hormones for a short while, but I regret not taking them after that month. I don't know if it was mostly a psychosomatic effect, but I would definitely take them again if I had the chance.
Anyhoo, that's the short story. If there are any fat dommes or FFAs (or anyone else) who want to feminize and fatten a kinky voluptuous pig, please drop me a line.
13 years
