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ever feeling disgusted about your kink?11 months

Do you ever feel disgusted about getting turned on by feederism? When Im not sexually aroused, I sometimes find the fetish revolting... I think like "god, Im such a pervert, I cant belive that shit turns me on". But when Im aroused, its like this judgemental voice is completely turned down. Can you relate?

ever feeling disgusted about your kink?11 months

Yup, after coming was when I would feel that way.

So as a young FA I learned to come a lot less.

Better sex, lost the guilt and got all the fat I want in to my life.

ever feeling disgusted about your kink?11 months

Conflicted Fatty:
Yes, I can relate. In my lucid state, I find it to be an inherently selfish fetish. It's all about pleasing myself and not the other person. I'm certain the person I have feelings for would not appreciate my succumbing to this, and I want so very much to please her. Sigh... hence, why I'm conflicted.


Intresting, in what way do you find your fetish selfish?

ever feeling disgusted about your kink?11 months

Conflicted Fatty:
Yes, I can relate. In my lucid state, I find it to be an inherently selfish fetish. It's all about pleasing myself and not the other person. I'm certain the person I have feelings for would not appreciate my succumbing to this, and I want so very much to please her. Sigh... hence, why I'm conflicted.


Intresting, in what way do you find your fetish selfish?

ever feeling disgusted about your kink?11 months

Yes. When turned on, all I can think about is how sexy and arousing fat is, and nothing else. When I'm not in a sexual situation I find it sexy, but to a less extreme degree, and I have more moral conflicts. As a healthcare professional I see what being morbidly obese does to people and I find myself selfish asking a partner to gain and even slightly put his health at risk for me.

ever feeling disgusted about your kink?11 months

Nope.

Live and let live.

ever feeling disgusted about your kink?11 months

I am not disgusted by what I like. We all like different stuff and this is what makes us individuals.

ever feeling disgusted about your kink?11 months

I generally don't feel bad about this kink at all, likely because I view it less as a kink and more as a preference.

I just happen to prefer fatter women. In that sense, it's really no different than if I preferred shorter or taller women, or blonde or brunette women.

The only difference is that my preference isn't 'acceptable' by society's standard. But I've gotten to a point where I can ignore that, so there's no problem for me there either.

ever feeling disgusted about your kink?11 months

I've never felt disgusted but I have felt like life would of been easier if I had been "normal". I mean, because of my preferences the potential pool of partners is more limited than it otherwise could have been. Then of course there is the fact that actually living out the lifestyle is demanding, economically and physically. So less disgust and more just... envy of those who have "simpler" kinks, which is of course relative but I think anyone reading this would know what i mean.

ever feeling disgusted about your kink?10 months

Coming at this from the perspective of a gainer now, instead of a feeder.

I still don't feel bad about this kink. I like my body, and I like it to be bigger. I like food, and I like eating too much of it for kicks.

Nothing feels wrong about this to me.
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