Heavyhannah:
Thanks everyone, really nice to know you're all here and liking this shape. I had a coworker ask me what was going on with me today and seem concerned and I could tell she meant my belly because she kept not trying to look. I don't blame her, I need to buy new clothes as my sweather was stretched tight around my middle uncomfortablu. It made me feel bad but also good that my belly is getting so big that people Can't ignore it. Im seeing it's an emotionally complex journey to gain. But it's one I think would make me even happier if I were a even a bit bigger. Today, even though a good stuffing still didn't make my bellh roll over (i've been trying for that but it's still just stucking straight out without rolling) My belly was so big that I couldnt see my feet underneath it- that made me happy. Hopefully I don't see them without beinding over or being in a mirror again. Even if some days others make me feel bad for not understanding why i'd choose being flabby over skinny
Thanks everyone, really nice to know you're all here and liking this shape. I had a coworker ask me what was going on with me today and seem concerned and I could tell she meant my belly because she kept not trying to look. I don't blame her, I need to buy new clothes as my sweather was stretched tight around my middle uncomfortablu. It made me feel bad but also good that my belly is getting so big that people Can't ignore it. Im seeing it's an emotionally complex journey to gain. But it's one I think would make me even happier if I were a even a bit bigger. Today, even though a good stuffing still didn't make my bellh roll over (i've been trying for that but it's still just stucking straight out without rolling) My belly was so big that I couldnt see my feet underneath it- that made me happy. Hopefully I don't see them without beinding over or being in a mirror again. Even if some days others make me feel bad for not understanding why i'd choose being flabby over skinny
Patience and stuffing will get that belly bigger and eventually drop. You might be destined to be a big belly girl, like the others said, fat goes where fat wants to go and we're all different.
Getting new clothes might be the biggest chore of gaining, arguably more expensive depending on how much/fast you grow. Some girls like the feeling of outgrowing their clothes as they get tighter and tighter, others prefer to hide it, there is nothing wrong with either. How did it feel to have her glancing at your bulging tummy? Was it a turn on or was it shameful? I hope it wasn't shameful even though it sounds like she was trying to push that agenda.
Keep your head up and don't give into negativity. Stay positive and stay confident, after all you are doing this for yourself, and confidence is the sexiest. It might get tough, from others I've talked to it's a constant balancing act to acceptance, but life is like that regardless.
You have the right attitude and your body is gaining in the right places. Be happy. Be proud. Keep enjoying the journey, the last 30 pounds were great and I suspect the next 30 pounds will be even greater.
6 years
