Fat experiences

I need tips

Greetings to all, I am a man and in my country however some people who like the feeder, a few children and I find it difficult to obtain a woman feeder that I want to accompany in my fat goals
Recently I have been contacted by two men
Both thin and feeder
They asked me questions about my fattening and separately invited me to filling sessions
All rights reserved at my age, the difference is that one just wants to feed me a lot and keep me at a constant weight
And the other man is more extreme and wants to fatten him to extreme obesity
I can not deny that in the things they tell me I like, I have a lot of desire to increase a lot of weight and be fed but I was expecting a woman couple
Anyway, both are insisting on a meeting and one to locate my area of ​​recidence
To all this none is known
At least as far as I know
It would be more morbid if they both knew each other
I do not know what to do
My desire to gain weight and feel all that delicious food and fat entering my mouth surpass me
But I am heterosexual and that prevents me
What do they suggest

Pd: the end fattening has won shakes and sends photos of the products to provoke me
6 years