christo1987:
The last month I have been eating on average 5000 calories a day. I have also stoped exercising and exerting energy. I have literally gone all out to gain weight. I have gained 23 pounds to date. My belly is bigger and I look all round bigger. Im really turned on by my weight gain and have gone out in public in tighter clothes... I still suck in my belly around friends and family and every now and again I think what am I doing? I'm so turned on by the gain and love eating but sometimes I think I must stop and start to loose the weight I gained mainly because Im worried what others will think including my wife who has no idea about this whole thing. Do others have this problem?
I have had second thoughts on my gaining. I have gained around ten pounds this summer, now up to around 230 lbs. I used to feel self-conscious when I saw photos of myself, looking heavier. I have gotten over that. I make no effort to hide my gain from my wife (she weighs over 200 lbs.) and no has commented on my weight pro or con. My last doctors check up, I had clearly gained, but no comment from my doctor at all. It really boils down to how you feel, though maybe with some input from your wife. Good luck.
