Gaining

Off and on...

For me I think its a little different. I always like my body. But sometimes i find myself wishing i had never started getting fat in the first place *mainly because I've never had a gf* and wondering what i would look like really muscular. But then I realize that I like who I am right now, even though I have recently tried to diet. So i guess that makes me a little all over the place.
15 years