Sad news

We had our disagreements, but this news saddens me, a huge thanks for the work she put in over the years, RIP Ruby.
7 years

Playstation 4 or xbox one?

amidsttundra wrote:
I have thought extensively about switching to PC gaming (ever since the DayZ mod and Stalker games), but unless I could afford a decent rig and had the money to keep it updated (not something entirely possible on a cadets wage) I'll be sticking to console gaming for now.

The one thing that keeps me coming back to console gaming is memories of being a kid during the SNES to N64 transition and visiting my local games shop - something that isn't entirely the same with PC gaming as the PC games sections are usually small places secreted in the corners and the hardware reserved for specialist outlets.

However as supermarkets continue to swallow up the games market and put indie games shop owners out of business that'll be a bygone memory reserved for telling the kids of these days soon.



You can actually build a very decent rig for less than £500, a shade more than what you would pay for the Xbone plus a game, on the day of release.

www.rockpapershotgun.com/2013/06/14/build-a-next-gen-pc/

There's a link to show you the components, ok it's not stunning but it is modular, what I would do is maybe once a year chuck £150-200 quid towards upgrades.

Another thing to factor in to PC gaming is how cheap the games are, seriously, if you aren't that bothered about playing games on the day of release, wait a couple of months. Over this weekend I saw Borderlands 2 all the DLC and Borderlands GOTY edition for £8 as an example.
10 years

Contest:stars & stripes

I finished off the Hotdogs, do we have any burgers left?
10 years

Favorite live band?

How have I not posted in this thread already?

Of Montreal at Koko were superb live, the details of their choreography and costumes involved were just brilliant.

Les Savy Fav, Islington Academy and Kensington town Forum. whenever I have seen them live they more energy than most bands could ever hope for. Tim Harrington the front man seems to go into a zone of lunacy, the second time I saw them his bare, naked, winky touched me <3

The Mountain Goats, at Bush Hall. The first time I saw John Darnielle in the flesh, the man has a busy mind. His conversational skills and anecdotes draw you in and give instant warmth, the staff tried to make everyone stand up as almost the entire room was sat cross legged on the floor, Mr D was having none of it though.

Probably the three most memorable single shows. Honourable mentions to God Speed You Black Emperor, The Flaming Lips, Rammstein, The Chemical Brothers and Black Sun Empire.
10 years

Currently listening to?

Got my tunes on random, last 3 have been.


Venetian Snares - Sajtban.

Charles Mingus - Haitian Fight Song.

Madvillain - Figaro.
10 years

Fave video game character

John Marston. Red Dead Redemption might well have stolen my heart, I think he might well be the finest example of a video game script writing so far seen. It was an absolute pleasure to play as him.

Francis L4D Larger than life, most of the best dialogue in the franchise belongs to him. Why do I always choose Louis? Oh right yeah, because Zombie killing is an equal opportunity business.

Lee and Clementine, Tell Tale Walking Dead Symbiotic relationship, the resonance from these two made the game for me. Just play it. The best point and click adventure game I have played since...

Sam and Max... Hit the Road No words, need to be said, mad cap lunacy, only Full Throttle and Grim Fandango match it for me, sorry Guy Brush. If you are too young to remember the original then ...
10 years

All my girlfriends get fat

mrendop wrote:
Hunter 9, the basic problem comes from your enjoyment of having perceived control over your girlfriends. If you go back and read your first post, you basically tell the story of a man hunting for a succeptible prey, and then moving in and controlling that person into achieving your goal. That is what is disturbing, man. Whether or not they would have gotten fat on their own is irrelevant, it is your creepy enjoyment of controlling them that is rather sick. Finding someone who wants to be fat, and helping and supporting them is one thing; your sense of enjoyment from the feeling of control is something else! Maybe you don't even realize how weird your behavior is, but I say again, read your first post.


+1

You basically said what I was thinking when reading the OP.

I have been the "victim" of a secret feeder and it was an abusive and controlling relationship, which generally destroyed my self confidence. Being open and upfront about it allows that person to make the choice of acceptance or rejection, ok it may spoil some of the fantasy, but you must offer someone the respect and chance to make their own choices.

I mean feederism is one thing if both parties are aware of the others preferences and desires, otherwise there is a fine line separating this sort of activity from psychological abuse.

/end poorly worded (and thought through) mini rant.
11 years

Love at first bite

There are a few I would happily make into dresses/skinsuits, but that is just an aside.

Short answer is no to the OP.

While the fantasy of having a single person in your life who makes you happy/completes you/desire to put a print out of their face on your ceiling so that you can play ejaculate darts (hey I'm still youngish, don't doubt me!) is nice as an escapist fantasy.

A few "ordered" thoughts on this line of thinking:

A) It's quite a lot of pressure to put on a single human being, expecting them to fill whatever errors or voids that exist in my thinking/Jungian unconsciousness/Freudian yearnings/ internal pit of never ending despair (hurry up with the pungees already!).

smiley It's pretty liable to go wrong at any stage.

C) A combination of the both A + B resulting in a higher likelihood of EX and thus the cycle starts afresh. Feeling that yearning to lurch into another ill-conceived, nostalgia based, parasitic emotionfest isn't that high up on my list of life priorities.

D) I might feel like I need to work on being emotionally self sufficient first. Before I can be of use to others, let alone risking exposure to the public and risk forming some kind of beautiful, co-independent, symbiosis.

E) I'm an insecure pervert and religion/society tells me that I deserve to die alone. I stick two fingers up at them and shall carry on living, alone... Shit maybe I ought to just rush into something without over thinking it any more than necessary.
11 years

Currently listening to?

Brant Bjork - Let's get Chinese Eyes

Teddybears - Automatic Lover

11 years

Just for fun!

I want to see what Jerry Bruckheimer would do with a film of my life SPLOSIONS!

Starring a younger Jeff Bridges reprising his role as The Dude. But if Jerry want's more of a Rooster Cogburn foul mouthed, has been, then I'd be ok with that.
11 years
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