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Conflicting thoughts about fat, on myself....

There is part of me that loves the idea of my belly getting bigger. The feel, the look, and mental satisfaction. There is also another part of me that says "Wtf are you doing? Your TRYING to make it bigger? Work out, you lazy prick."

Since I like the look of fat on my partners, I speculated that I should try it with myself. In the end, it didn't suit me like I thought it would. Has anyone else been through this dual minded scenario?

Discuss.
13 years