Fat experiences

This. Both.

Mine likes to reward herself with food. Console herself with food. She would love be thin while not changing anything to her eating pattern. For a while, yes. For always; no.

She's so happy how happy I am with her body. She clearly enjoys the general, romantic, and sexual attention.

But despite that, much of her self-image and self-experience remains dictated by society.

Great updates, what weight is your wife currently?

About 190. But she's only 5'3" and weighed 100lbs little over 2 years ago. I think she'll be around 225 by the end of the summer and hopefully break 250 by year's end which shouldn't be a problem if she remains on her medication.

Has anyone here been prescribed Prednisone? She is on it now for her foot. I knew it can make people ravenously hungry - my wife is insatiable. She eats all night long. She'll make a ravioli dinner at midnight and be eating potato chips within a half hour. She's easily put on 20lbs in the last few weeks while on it. Car is littered with fast food which is unlike her. And I see charges for Dairy Queen almost every day - doesn't help her dr's office is next to one, too!

We've gone through 2 bouts of dieting. When she hit close to 215 she stopped her Lyrica/Gabapantin. She went down to 205 in short weeks but then started to snack again.

One of her fat friends came over for a while and we had a lot of body-positive conversations and talks along the line of "many men like a filled body." That seems to have reinforced her eating habit. Instead of using the scales daily she now uses them every 10 days or so.

Last weigh-in was close to 212 lbs. That's 16 lbs heavier than a year ago, and 22 lbs heavier than at the start of 2017.

It's also been a long time ago -- at least 4-6 months -- that there was any mention of "I really don't like myself like this." She loves the attention, sexual and otherwise, I give her.

While immobility isn't my fetish or so, I've been working on immobilizing her to reinforce a lazy, gaining lifestyle. I've slowly but surely been taking over tasks around the house she used to do. I already did all the groceries and meals, and I serve her her food. She doesn't work out of the house. I'd say that all together she moves maybe 15-30 minutes in a day now, maximum.

The latest behavior chance I've accustomed her too is that next to her side of the bed I keep 2 bags, 2 flavors, of her favorite chips. In the evening my routine is to check if she has enough, and if one of the bags is finished I go and put another one in its place. No pushback or remarks there.

The distance between her current weight and her low(est) weight is now substantial enough that a diet is a real uphill battle, but once I've grown her to 220-230 I think defeatism and acceptance will be deeper ingrained.

So far -- very good summer!