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Advice...please help me :/

It usually takes time to heal from a horrible experience in your past. I imagine it had a big impact on you. Honestly I don't know how you can truely overcome it, it may be very possible you never will. But I suggest you search for a coping mechanism. This can be anything. Whenever you get memories from that time you could try and run, listen to music, paint, draw, read, write, drive, skate, dance, ect. Do whatever you like to do to get your mind on some other topic, get that stress out of your system because sadly we cannot forget those things you've been through. It also might be that you can't help your boyfriend with what he wants because it brings up too many emotions. That's the only thing I can say to you. Hope I could somehow help you!
5 years