LazyRobot:
I think I just need to remind myself that almost nobody will care, since most of my friends and colleagues are fat too... I bet they�d actually approve. The Zyprexa makes me ravenous and my friend the secret feeder is visiting, so I don�t stand a chance. I know she�s a feeder as she once lamented the fact that I and another friend of hers lost weight, then said it makes her so happy to feed people. Kinda want to tell her I�m a feedee though I don�t know how to start that convo.
Do you perchance eat meals together? Maybe out at a restaurant or buffet nearby? You could make sure you get your fill while you're there, bring up the subject of your new medication, plus your bad genetics, and that maybe you're just saying "screw it" and enjoying yourself. Gauge the reaction she gives, and if she lights up, maybe that's a green light to talk about feederism.
