I'm new to the feeder community and so far I really enjoy it. I like the idea of getting bigger and being confident in my body cause I'm big and beautiful. My boyfriend is a feeder and I've been learning more and more with his help but I didn't realize that he looks at feeder porn 24/7. I get I put pictures out and everything cause I want it to be enjoyed but I didn't think he was looking at other girls all the time. I'm trying not to sound crazy cause I don't care if he looks at other feedees and whatever when I'm gone and he wants to rub one off but i was in bed next to him trying to sleep and he is just looking at these girls. I confronted him about it and he got angry saying I'm making a big deal cause it's nothing but he doesn't get it hurts me when he'd rather look at other girls when I'm right next to him or in the room. Is this a normal guy/feeder thing? I already feel self conscious about my body and scars cause I'm not like other feedees and it kills me knowing he does this cause I think he will find or wants someone else and I'll be alone and damaged. Help I just need to talk it out and advice.
4 years