Top 3 things about extreme obesity that turn you on

The first thing is feeling the rolls of fat pressing and rubbing against other parts of my body. Like I lean backwards and I can feel the fat layer crease and touch in two separate rolls. So much fat required for that. If I lay on my side my belly is so heavy, it pulls me onto the bed - I need to support it with a pregnancy pillow. Also, sitting down - I have my belly tucked into a massive pair of maternity leggings (I'm not pregnant, those clothes are just shaped right for my outsize belly) and the skin of my belly overlaps my massive briefs and touches my thighs all warm and soft. I can oil my belly and rub the fatness all over and wonder at how far out of easy reach parts of my body are. Mmmmmm.

The second thing is how difficult it is to get out of bed, in the car, up steps. I've had my last ever bath. I absolutely lack the strength to try to haul myself out of there. The weight is a real disability which I've purposely caused and every struggle is a turn on. The waddling that is coming on these days, the slow, fat wobbling walk, even the discomfort. And linked to that, the increasing tightness of clothes and the need to replace them with easy, stretchy obese person clothes from specialist shops and sending away all my lace up shoes knowing I'll never need them again. Every little thing is a flash of mmmm, that I recall when I want the memory. And having to use a stick with a pinch attachment on the end to use socks because there's no way to reach around my belly. And looking at longer reach sex toys for the same reason.

Thirdly the joy in eating. The absence of guilt. The feeling of achieving your goals through filling your face with all the food you want - anything you fancy - as much as you want. The more the better. The knowledge that your overeating is going to bring rewards when you weigh yourself and that you get turned on eating, and when stuffed full, and when buying fattening food and also when weighing and measuring your huge body. It's just all completely hot and never gets tired. This has lasted me over a decade of turn on and the more I eat, the more I gain, the more I love it, the more I eat - a rewarding cycle of food and obesity lust.
1 year

Always out of breath

Getting out of breath going up the stairs or walking a short way is normal, if you're fat. I go and have a couple of minutes sit down after the stairs, to recover my heart rate. (I'd worry if I was out of breath for no efforts or if my heart rate didn't return normally) I'm twice as heavy as an average person my height so in effect I'm carrying a whole extra person everywhere I go. Like 150lb backpack. I think I'm doing well to even manage what I do, from that perspective! You're probably in a similar place? I enjoy the pull of my heavy fat and the need to take time over activities - and to avoid some things completely. It's part of the thrill of increasingly extreme obesity for me. As I'm gaining I'm thinking about how it will feel when I reach the weight of three people my height who are a minimum healthy weight - that's 28lb away. I'm expecting a struggle and to be that bit nearer needing a bariatric stair lift. I want to hear that motor strain :0)
I already use a mobility scooter for getting out and about which I wouldn't need if I wasn't so fat and getting fatter. I'll need a bigger one by the time I'm 3 people heavy lol
My BMI hit 50, so it's all expected.
Maybe do some aqua aerobics. I enjoy that - it's good for stretching but won't wear any fat away.
Also the feeling of going up the steps out of the water afterwards is amazing. When you've been much less aware of your weight for an hour in the water and then you get out - the immense loading in such a short time is how I'd imagine it'd feel if you wished to put on 70lb by magic and it suddenly arrived all at once.
1 year

What made you decide to get fat?

I really liked how cumbersome and huge I got when I was pregnant and started to find this community online. So I decided to gain back everything I lost through giving birth. And make my belly just as big as possible. So I did. Then I was pregnant again and decided to up my gaining and put on five stone. Then obviously I lost some after the birth, so I gained to stretch my belly back again. And then I haven't wanted to stop so I have continued. I like not fitting through spaces and the heavy waddle. Now I'm more than twice my original weight before any pregnancies and still gaining. It's mostly on my belly too and I look both very obese and possibly pregnant.
The clothes that fit me best are the biggest maternity clothes I can find - uk30-32 with a stretchy panel over my belly. Other clothes dig in over my belly and I don't like that - I like plenty of growing room so I never feel I should stop gaining :-D
2 years

I’m outgrowing my fat jeans.

I haven't worn denim material since I outgrew my size uk24 stretch denim shorts. Now my trousers are a UK 34-36 I definitely wouldn't try to wear a pair of jeans even if the sellers of clothes for fat women stocked them, because they aren't kind to a 70" waist. Far too pinchy without enough give for large meals.
I bought a belt today from a fat men's clothing seller, biggest stretch belt they had was 7xl which should just be adequate for me.
It's hot buying the biggest size a seller does, having had a struggle to find anything big enough at all. Most belts were 30" too small :-)
3 years

Uk meets?

I'm putting it in my diary... almost local!
3 years

Is it strange that i feel more comfortable in my body being overweight?

I think it's normal, for us?
I feel more and more comfortable with myself the bigger I get. The feel of the extra chins, the effort to move, the difficulties reaching round my belly all feel just right somehow. The pleasure of feeling an extra crease of fat forming just pushes me to gain more.
3 years

Do you find the physical limitations of weight gain a turn on or a turn off?

The limitations are a big part of the drive to gain, for me. Like having to lift my belly into the bathroom sink so I can reach the window, otherwise it gets in the way because I've grown so large. I'm ten stone/140lb over my maximum healthy weight, so carrying around what is double the weight of an average person limits walking a lot but that just turns me on and I plan life around being inactive, eating and growing. I Iove literally not being able to get through gaps which are pretty big. Like not being able to walk a particular way because it has a kissing gate to stop cows getting through, but it stops me. It's not even like I could squeeze past - literally no chance at all. Being almost unable to reach to use my vibrator just makes sure I am really aroused. I don't like being teased over my weight, to me it's a choice I've made and an ongoing achievement rather than a weakness. In other people, videos of men and women really waddling about or just even struggling to leave their bed is really hot. I'd love to feed someone to 400+ lb and really push them into it, filling their belly to the max and doing weigh ins and measuring etc I'd really enjoy seeing them balloon out and get to the point of relying on me to cum because they couldn't reach past their fat.
3 years

Irritated at my family for constantly bothering me about my weight and what i eat.

I had been made to feel very unhappy and under the microscope with my family growing up, regarding my weight. My mother has some sort of issue with weight, she is extremely thin and she identifies that as her most important feature and achievement pretty much. She despises fat people and it occasionally bursts out of her, even now when I've left home quarter of a century ago!
The sad thing is that I wasn't even fat or even overweight when she made such an issue of it. Looking at photos I wasn't actually overweight until I went to Uni and then I was only a size uk16-18 until I decided to gain for sexual reasons.
I wouldn't ever tell her about the fetish and I doubt you'd get much joy from it either. It must be hell being in lockdown with them. Can you move out, in with someone else? Even a friend? Maybe you could get some advice about it from charities who help LGBQT people? Maybe you could be rehoused on that basis? Living with constant criticism is bad for your mental health.
Thinking about your partner, I found this community very positive for loving my body. It's full of people who absolutely love their fat and admire it on other people. She might not want to share your gaining fantasies herself but she might be accepting of your goals for your weight and start admiring herself a bit more if you share these groups with her. When food moves from being something to feel guilty about, to something you are allowed to enjoy and celebrate, it's really liberating. Feeling like that about food doesn't necessarily lead to her gaining more weight if she doesn't want to, likely she's eating a fair amount already to stay so large, but just guiltily and secretly. It's much happier to eat that same food but with approval, enjoyment and even a bit of fat admiration.
3 years

At what point do you reach the point of no return?

I gained quite quickly from 13stone to 15 stone and then after a while, to 20 stone, which was a big change, adding 70lb. I really enjoyed the gain. Then I changed my mind, went down to 15 stone again in about six months. I didn't get hanging skin or anything, but I wasn't happy with it. I didn't feel like me really. So I have loved gaining it all back to the 280lb/20st but then I wanted more and I think there was the point of no return. Now all the foods I buy, like and eat are very high calorie and food is completely bound up in gaining more fat and feeling turned on. Now as I feel myself swallow anything I imagine it filling up my belly and stretching it, and all the food turning to flab and rolls. That mental change I haven't had before and I think it can't be undone and I don't want it to be. Now I've passed 300lb/21st6 I have loads more goals and enjoy how slow moving and waddling I am. I consider that I'm well past the point of no return and this commitment to get bigger and bigger is part of my identity.
3 years
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