Chub41ub


Medford, Oregon, United States  
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Chub41ub 8 months
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curb your enthusiasm
As I've said before (& will say again, for context), I can't keep gaining & expect to live long enough for my daughter- or anyone else, including myself- to go about this in a healthy way, so I've ...
Chub41ub 2 years
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mountains on repeat
I guess it has been a while since I've posted anything about my journey... well, I'll sum up, then continue my baseline.
The last post I made talked about my ever-determined journey of LOSING weig...
Chub41ub 3 years
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*mic drop*
Without even trying, I did it... lemme brief ya on what I mean.

Back when I was super excited to reach 'great heights' in my gaining, I had a goal of 400lbs. Several years ago I had a baby & gal...
Chub41ub 4 years
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what is happening?!?
I seriously don't know what's going on- maybe somewhere, deep down inside me, the idea of losing weight really wasn't something I was ready for. Maybe paying such close attention to my health has a...
Chub41ub 4 years
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not even trying
It's summer.
I've been eating salads, drinking water/lemonade/iced tea/soda, & staying cool/in the shade as long as possible (because fat & 90+ degree heat just don't mix).
I work, run errands, &...
Chub41ub 4 years
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emotions are getting the most of me
As the title suggests, my emotions are getting the most of me- I've been in therapy & have had chats with friends/family about what I'm looking for in myself... most of which haven't gotten through...
Chub41ub 4 years
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i give up.
Here's the rundown of the situation:

I had had various health concerns brought to my attention, panicked over said concerns, went "I'm gonna change"... & promptly lost interest when nearly every...
Chub41ub 5 years
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a little less accurate...
I know, this is fairly misleading, but hear me out.

I'm NO LONGER trying to GAIN weight!

My physical health matters more than my need to please everyone- including those who love gaining with...
Chub41ub 5 years
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Can hardly tell...
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Chub41ub 5 years
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Doctor's good/meh news
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Chub41ub 6 years
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!
Chub41ub 6 years
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after surgery?
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Chub41ub 6 years
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guestimated doom
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Chub41ub 6 years
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A double-edged sword of news...
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Chub41ub 6 years
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A double-edged sword of news...
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Chub41ub 6 years
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A double-edged sword of news...
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Chub41ub 6 years
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sad- starving- face
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Chub41ub 6 years
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last I checked: holiday edition
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Chub41ub 7 years
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call me butterball!
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Chub41ub 7 years
hey- I'm starting a new story in celebration of my birthday. check it out & lemme know what you think!
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