fatsmagic:
@ datonaman - That is exactly how I feel at the moment.
Up to last October, I spent the past 15 years training hard, lifting weights, mountain biking, Kung Fu, strict diet (although my wife is quite large, and I have always been a FA).
Then I got ill, and lost over a stone of muscle through not being able to train. I really liked the softer flabby feeling, as I have never been fat myself.
So, I started eating junk and drinking double cream, and in the last month or so I have gained a lot, and have quite a flabby belly, and my once rock hard pecs have turned saggy and soft. Last night during sex, my wife reached up and started squidging my moobs lol, it was a great feeling.
I could have written that about myself. I used to train power lifting style. I used to mountain bike and run.
Then I had surgery for a couple of injuries (not from the gym, ironically)... major rotator cuff repair, lumbar fusion, and now a knee with a bone spur. Not to mention the muscle spasms from my back surgery.
I tried to stay in shape but with some of the meds I take for pain, spasms and other things I have to virtually starve to lose weight. I went from size 38-40 pants to 42, now 44. My pecs are also becoming flabby and droopy along with my belly. And I love this. I feel free. And sexy because I�ve always loved fat guys.