There are a few I would happily make into dresses/skinsuits, but that is just an aside.
Short answer is no to the OP.
While the fantasy of having a single person in your life who makes you happy/completes you/desire to put a print out of their face on your ceiling so that you can play ejaculate darts (hey I'm still youngish, don't doubt me!) is nice as an escapist fantasy.
A few "ordered" thoughts on this line of thinking:
A) It's quite a lot of pressure to put on a single human being, expecting them to fill whatever errors or voids that exist in my thinking/Jungian unconsciousness/Freudian yearnings/ internal pit of never ending despair (hurry up with the pungees already!).
It's pretty liable to go wrong at any stage.
C) A combination of the both A + B resulting in a higher likelihood of EX and thus the cycle starts afresh. Feeling that yearning to lurch into another ill-conceived, nostalgia based, parasitic emotionfest isn't that high up on my list of life priorities.
D) I might feel like I need to work on being emotionally self sufficient first. Before I can be of use to others, let alone risking exposure to the public and risk forming some kind of beautiful, co-independent, symbiosis.
E) I'm an insecure pervert and religion/society tells me that I deserve to die alone. I stick two fingers up at them and shall carry on living, alone... Shit maybe I ought to just rush into something without over thinking it any more than necessary.
Short answer is no to the OP.
While the fantasy of having a single person in your life who makes you happy/completes you/desire to put a print out of their face on your ceiling so that you can play ejaculate darts (hey I'm still youngish, don't doubt me!) is nice as an escapist fantasy.
A few "ordered" thoughts on this line of thinking:
A) It's quite a lot of pressure to put on a single human being, expecting them to fill whatever errors or voids that exist in my thinking/Jungian unconsciousness/Freudian yearnings/ internal pit of never ending despair (hurry up with the pungees already!).
It's pretty liable to go wrong at any stage.C) A combination of the both A + B resulting in a higher likelihood of EX and thus the cycle starts afresh. Feeling that yearning to lurch into another ill-conceived, nostalgia based, parasitic emotionfest isn't that high up on my list of life priorities.
D) I might feel like I need to work on being emotionally self sufficient first. Before I can be of use to others, let alone risking exposure to the public and risk forming some kind of beautiful, co-independent, symbiosis.
E) I'm an insecure pervert and religion/society tells me that I deserve to die alone. I stick two fingers up at them and shall carry on living, alone... Shit maybe I ought to just rush into something without over thinking it any more than necessary.
11 years
