I am never disgusted about loving fat and stuffing, but I do have to spend a lot of time and effort reconciling it with my faith.
At face level, this fetish is literally love of flesh. As someone who wants to be led by the spirit, that is a hard thing to accept. Also, spiritual growth often requires self-denial, but feeding myself to my absolute limit is far from self-denial.
That is part of the reason why I take such long breaks from participating in this forum and in real life stuffing. I deny myself some opportunities in indulge, and I don't subscribe to tying feederism to laziness or abject hedonism.
I am still able to do this without moral guilt by remembering to give thanks to God for the food, for being able to enjoy it, and for the strength to push myself. I stuff myself like an athlete in the pursuit of a new personal best. God made me, he knows what I like.
At face level, this fetish is literally love of flesh. As someone who wants to be led by the spirit, that is a hard thing to accept. Also, spiritual growth often requires self-denial, but feeding myself to my absolute limit is far from self-denial.
That is part of the reason why I take such long breaks from participating in this forum and in real life stuffing. I deny myself some opportunities in indulge, and I don't subscribe to tying feederism to laziness or abject hedonism.
I am still able to do this without moral guilt by remembering to give thanks to God for the food, for being able to enjoy it, and for the strength to push myself. I stuff myself like an athlete in the pursuit of a new personal best. God made me, he knows what I like.
4 years