OfficeChick: I thought about what my answer was going to be for a minute: he�s big into bodybuilding (I find it erotic that I�ve pretty much permanently sworn off serious exercise), but he was treating my belly � and the other jiggly parts of me � as pretty much a secondary sex characteristic when he was boning me last night.
And the fact that we were some combination of best friends and SOs (we�ve defined that we�re the latter now, but the morning after was an event), I told him straight up, and kind of spent too much time babbling on � I basically relayed everything that�s in this to him.
Thought I was going to fuck up everything we had.
He�s into big girls. Like, really big girls. Name-dropped-Mandy-Majestic, into big girls. (We kind of got on the topic of who exactly I was trying to look like, as a reference of like my goal size and everything.)
He says he likes the contrast (the guy being super fit, the girl being super not), and I�m not at all inclined to disagree with him. I�m chasing a chubby body, he�s a chubby chaser, and is more than happy to help me get there.
(I�m more chasing full-fledged Greek fertility goddess/*** levels but point still stands.)
We quite literally haven�t spent a night apart in the past two weeks.
(Work�s been a blast, since we decided to fly this shit under the radar as to not arouse funny business. He actually knows I�m on both Fantasy Feeder and /r/stuffers � and knows my usernames on both, so if you�re reading this HI BABE)
Anyways, so that�s the chronology to me liberating myself from the limitations of being skinny, getting in the mindset of going from skinny-girl to aspiring (SS/)BBW � it�s all in the state of mind, lmao � and establishing myself in a new setting. Got a fatty best friend (who wants to get me fatter), a hot-as-hell boyfriend (who wants to help me get fatter). I�m not going to keep up the ridiculous pace I�ve been on, only until I hit the 240s or so.
I just want some insurance weight against accidentally ever seeing something in the 190s ever again � I�m 194 right now, can�t wait to hit the big ole 200 milestone � and I figure 40 pounds is way more than enough to make sure that doesn�t happen. After that, I�m going to go at a more natural pace, eventually gaining up to the 310-330 pound range, my end goal.
*** You right well and think well. Congratulation are in order for a job well done. It sounds like u are up 64 pounds or so in just a couple of months. So I�m happy as fuck, and both my boyfriend and girl-best-friend told me that I should try and memorialize my progress, so I�m giving that a shot by writing on here and taking all kinds of pics � not going to be putting the latter out on the interwebs, because I have some serious ink in some very noticeable gaining areas that would make it ridiculously easy to doxx myself, but I hope you enjoyed reading this long AF story anyways!
my life up until this point, and i kind of just want to talk about it.4 days
Thanks for sharing your story, I am sure it will be inspirational to many newcomers to this lifestyle! I am very happy every time someone decides to get past the societal programming and experience the wonders of being fat. Well done!