I have always wanted to get fat and gain and wear tight clothes and just be chubby. I'm pregnant now and am up tp 150. I hate it. I feel so insecure. I want to loose it all after baby. However, I like my butt and thighs and want to keep those after. But for some reason everything makes me feel gross. Do you think it's just hormones? I still get turned on by reading stories and playing with my Husbands belly, and I still appreciate the fat. idk what to do. Similar experiences? Advice? maybe I'll feel different after baby.
5 years
