After thinking about this problem, for a bit, I thought I'd try experimenting with a couple of affirmations, they seem to be having an effect.

If you want to give it a try, I suggest repeating them to yourself 3 or more times, every day, for at least 21 days. (It's better to do it for 12 weeks, or more.)

The ones I used:

*I keep wanting to be stuffed, and to get fatter, after I cum.

*I want to be fat and to get fatter, whether I'm horny, or not.

It happens. It's just the refractory period. Sometimes it lasts a few minutes. Sometimes it lasts a few hours.

Same thing can happen, when you're with a woman. You get off, and then no longer find her attractive, until you've had a bit of time, to recharge.

What you feel, afterward, is temporary, and the desire to gain, will come back; after you've had a bit of time to recharge; and start getting horny again.

I find that it helps to postpone orgasm. I'll stuff myself, and then wait 'til I've had some time to digest, before rubbing one out.

I recognize that this is kind of an old thread, but since it is related, it seems like as good of a place as any to post about my own oil drinking experiment.

Long before discovering feedism communities online, I had tried consuming straight vegetable oil and spoonsful of vegetable shortening with the obvious intent, and the results of each were.... unpleasant enough that I was reluctant to give it another go until recently.

I used the old maus mix recipes, that called for using soy lecithin as emulsifier to mix oil into other liquids as a starting point.

I've done 3 different tests so far. The recipe I used called for 2 Tbsp oil and 1 Tbsp lecithin mixed in a single serving beverage.

This is the single serving alternative to the core recipe that called for 4 teaspoons of liquid lecithin with one cup of oil and one cup of milk to be used as a base to be mixed with milkshakes.

On my first attempt, I mixed 2 Tbsp vegetable oil and and 1 Tbsp of liquid lecithin into a glass of cola, and drank it down quickly.

I didn't know what to expect, so I tried it on an empty stomach in case it forced it's way back up. There was a definite vegetable oil taste, and it was kind of lumpy going down. My stomach was kind of unsettled for about an hour afterward, but I did not feel nausea. (I believe the lumpyness was undissolved lecithin, but I'll get to that in a bit. )

My second attempt was with a large cup of coffee that I had already sweetened with artificial sweetener. (Sugar in my coffee tends to leave me with a bad after taste).

This time, I used canola oil, and there was very little oily flavor. I also drank this down fast on an empty stomach, but this time kind of gagged on the lumpy bits. My stomach was once again unsettled, but I was not nauseous, and it took about another hour for my stomach to settle down.

I made my third test after eating a regular meal, since I had already established that it probably wasn't going to cause me to throw up.

This time I used the same 2/1 Tbsp ratio of canola oil and lecithin with coffee sweetened with sugar. The reason for the real sugar this time, is that the mix of sugar, insulin, and fat circulating in your bloodstream, the body tends to want to shuttle the fat into fat cells while burning the sugar for energy.

( It's a bit more complicated than that, and the additional sugar was probably an unnecessary step, because I had just eaten. ...but the gist is carbs+fats = insulin spike that leads to insulin shuttling circulating blood fats into fat cells... but I'm not a dr, so treat what I have to say with suspicion, and use it as a starting point for your own research, instead of taking it at face value. )

On the 3rd test, I examined my drink more closely when I couldn't get the lumps to dissolve. The oil itself seemed to be fully emulsified in the coffee. The lumps were a brownish waxy substance that seemed like it might be undissolved lecithin that had clumped together.

I removed the lumps with a spoon, and drank the coffee-canola oil mix down. It went down easily, with almost zero oily taste to, and no stomach upset afterward.

The lumpy substance I removed seemed to have a little less than the volume of 1 Tbsp.

I did some additional digging afterward, but couldn't find a definitive answer as to the oil to lecithin ratio needed to emulsify oil in a water based liquid. The closest I found was a reference to using 1 Tbsp lecithin per 1 cup of oil as an emulsifier for cannabis oil.

It's a good start, but I'm not quite sure when I'll do more testing.

...as a side note... With the canola mix, I seemed to notice a fairly rapid addition of fluffy subcutaneous fat, but that could just be wishful thinking.

Jewel Staite from Stargate Atlantis definitely caught my attention too...(she is also really cute on Firefly & Serenity) all the more so because her character hooks up with the guy who is always either hungry or eating. In the real world, Dr. Rodney McKay would be huge.

I don't know about secretly, but...

Alyson Hannigan
Kirstie Alley -- after discovering food, but before discovering diet food.
Young Riki Lake
Carnie Wilson
Alicia Silverstone
Meg Ryan
Kirsten Vangsness
Melissa McCarthy
Brooke Elliott
Mila Kunis -- As long as she's not Jackie on That '70's Show. The Jackie character drove me batshit crazy, and made my skin crawl.

...and I don't know how I could've forgotten to mention Marina Sirtis, but somehow, I did.

I was poking around myabandonware.com, and couldn't believe what I came across. I haven't downloaded it yet, but I already think this has to be one of the most awesome games ever created.

I didn't find any discussions about the game when I searched for it, so I thought it might be worth mentioning here.

myabandonware.com/game/fatman-the-caped-consumer-2pj

ooooo.... Class II w/ BMI of 38 & only 20 lbs to go to hit Class III.

What have been your experiences with this? What works well for you? How often? How long? What were the results? ..etc

I've seen plenty of research that shows health benefits for fasting periodically I I'd like to take advantage of them without losing weight, and possibly use it to stimulate weight gain.

Of course, most of this research is geared toward using fasting as a tool for losing, and not gaining weight.

Fasting periodically has also been recommended here as a way to help stimulate weight gain or break through plateaus, and I think it might be worthwhile to come up with a few best guesses as to how to best take advantage of it.

I think finding out what's worked best for people who've already successfully used fasting to stimulate weight gain is a good start. ( ...and there might not be any reason to go beyond that. )

For me, it's the fat itself, and the process of getting fatter. ...the act of filling my belly just a little too much ...the taste and texture of fattening foods, and the thought of what they'll do to my body.

A fun, intelligent, attractive lady who is turned on by my fat, by watching me fill my belly and by encouraging me to eat entirely too much (and then a little more)

...by loving, holding, kissing, and caressing my fat

...by monitoring my progress as I grow

...by making making sure there is little I need to do besides eating, digesting, and converting calories into fat...

...would make it all the more enjoyable.