Extreme obesity

For some, getting unhealthy is definitely part of the excitement.

For myself, my feeder and I are very health-conscious - organic food, limit processed sugars and trans fats, don't blow the blood pressure through the roof by eating too much sodium, etc. We also walk for at least an hour every day, swim at least once a week, etc.

That being said, I want to be fat and get fatter. Luckily, my health has been good so far - no heart issues, no blood pressure problems, no diabetes, etc.... how much is due to luck of genetics & diet etc? Who knows. But I am taking it carefully, and see a doctor for a checkup at least once a year.

Still, at my size, I get winded after walking very far. Stairs are my enemy. Just rolling over in bed is a chore... but some of this stuff is a turn on, too, both for me and my feeder.

I would be as huge as I possibly could if I didn't have to work! Everytime I get over 200lbs, I get embarrassed at how out of shape I am at work...but so turned on at home. So I just accept that being unhealthy is part of it, but at the moment, that is limiting my gaining.

If I ever do develop heart problems as a result of gaining, I intend to simply let it take its course. The last thing I want is to further tax an overburdened healthcare system because of my own choices.

I've gone back and forth about this for years and eventually accepted the fact that I want to be extremely fat, whenever I lose weight I get depressed and nothing makes me happier than having the freedom to eat whatever I want without a care in the world.

Things like heart disease and diabetes do concern me. But I also get a massive thrill from other side effects associated with rapid weight gain like shortness of breath, and becoming slower and slower as I pack on the pounds.

I am happy to be fat, I have shortage of breath when moving fast or is in need to pick up some items.
I am in great difficulties to put socks to my legs, but still I am not unhappy with my fat body.

I agree totally!

Although this post is old there are many examples of cultural fatting practices in Africa etc...with women well over 200lbs , and "normal" healthy weight ranges...with 0 health issues/ concerns. These women fatten from goat milk, coucous, oatmeal etc....at the end of the day..Regardless of societies standards, traditional practices, or culture ...we make our own decisions and create our only quality of life...that's the beauty of being a individual :-)

I can certainly see how it isn't for everyone, but for me I enjoy small signs of being unhealthy, like getting out of breath easily or fat getting in the way of things. I was also kind of excited when i first crossed into obesity on weight charts and along with that my triglycerides went up... but weren't too high I guess. There is something exciting about having been so health conscious and fit and then just letting go and seeing the signs. Personally, I wouldn't be a fan of major health problems though, neither in myself or a partner.

Same, I day dream of fat clogging my arteries n organs..

I've spent many years contemplating whether or not I was okay with being unhealthy as a result of gaining weight. And while honestly, I'm definitely scared of dying, I've finally accepted the fact that my health will not be the greatest as I gain weight lol. After so many years I just realized that my urges to gain aren't going anywhere so it leaves me no choice. And plus I just like eating junk fatty foods better so even if i wasnt into fat and gaining id rather be a bit unhealthy than have to give up eating foods that taste good and give me the satisfaction only foods that make you fat can