Yea....people won’t really get it till the extent of how it makes us tick and is the main focus of arousal at times. For example several of my long time friends have known for a while that I like thicker girls / women back in the day.....and that if they saw one when I was single they would point me in the direction....little did they know I was looking at the one they pointed out as being skinny and that I really liked the beautiful Fat girl beside her at times. Not to mention that they knew I find total arousal and desire in watching them fatten up while I am with them.....and to way heavier amounts than they would ever think. Do I feel it n cessation to tell them exactly...NO. With all that said my wife knows and even all my past girlfriends that I loved them gaining weight but I do t think any of them including my wife would ever think I would love for her to get to 300 lbs. or more. This becomes more of a touchy subject and kind of leave it for if it ever comes close to happening addressing it then....that I love it so much....otherwise I am happy with what gaining g she does by over eating.
7 years
