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Feederism realization

I remember as a kid having several friends moms and teachers who were quite fat, and I thought they were gorgeous. I also remember most of them having heavy husbands which my child's brain decided meant that being fat would help catch me a gorgeous fat lady.
So I started gaining, which I found I really enjoyed for its own sake. Which should be obvious since I'm now almost 400 pounds.
7 years

Feederism realization

ahots - that was a lot like my own experience, except I can't orgasm unless I picture myself fat. Like pregnant fat but with no baby. I drink a lot to give me a little bump but I can't do more than that. If I eat for a bump I end up gaining everywhere and I just want that bump.
7 years