Honestly, yes...
But not for the reasons one may think...
The biggest reason, is the fact of how hard it its to find that partner, what I am looking for, in life...
Many times I wish I could just be turned on by what society considers "normal"
yet... it just doesnt happen. Ive been on several long term dates... and yeah, when it comes to fun time in bed, it just dont happen. At the end of the day, fat women are just sexy and it is what it is...
You can't change what you are "hard programmed" to like, so to speak. Its like a part of your personality, something that cannot be changed...
Faith is a whole nother aspect to this... wont even go there... but yeah, indulging not good...
Welcome to the real battle of fat enjoyment I say
4 years