Lifestyle tips

I am not big enough for this yet, but one of the things I look forward to the most about being fat will be how embarassing it'll be and how judgemental others will be. I can't wait to be doing something like getting fast food with my belly big as ever and seeing the shock on the cashier's face as I order tons of fatty food thinking to themselves, he's already fat enough, should he really be eating so unhealthy? Or I'd love to have people stare at my stomach in public and look on in disgust, as they stare at my fupa and see it just hanging out far as ever. Shame and embarrassment is the number one thing I look forward to the most from gaining

I was an ex athlete and I used to show off to the crowd but that in and itself becomes its own addiction so eventually as I gained I started to realize that it was the shame and embarrassment that became a bonus that I didn't know existed with this life because it was exhilarating

I don't get embarrassed buying food, but clothes is another story. Having to breakdown and buy a couple pairs of 46 waist pants, shorts (which are still tight but biggest in most stores and are hard to find)...and XXL or XXL shirts, tops, was embarassing at the checkout counter. If I get any bigger I'll have a real hard time getting 50" waist clothes, other than sweatpants and oversized tops.

Yes, let’s hope it works out for you this time!
While i haven’t been doing it at all consistently enough to go for a gain, heavy cream blended with tasty things has so far been working for me (only one explosive output session to date).

Crohn’s disease is the official diagnosis i got decades ago. Not even going to get into that (the naming) here, as it’s long and very off-topic for FF or any fatlovesex site.

Orthodox medicine gave up on me when i refused to take their $1000+ a month immunosuppressant drugs with side effects including tuberculosis! Actual side effect!. They played the My Way Or The Highway card, and i took a hard pass and the highway.

So far only one course of Prednisone (decades ago), and as i’ve written in the past, it gave me muscle, not fat. I’ve been managing my condition via controlled, weird, ever-changing diet, probiotics, and general pursuit of health stuff, with mixed results (sometimes excellent, other times not). Intestinal microbiome is a big player. The psychological/emotional/life purpose tie-ins are profound.

You’ll understand more than most here how it can be triggering to read about pain of being over-full from stuffing sessions, from the very intense and not at all pleasurable (at least to me) pains you and i know when our intestines block up. Delighted for those who’re into it and able to enjoy it, but not a place i can comfortably go.

Best Well Wishes!

I used to, not any more I am trying to re-gain weight I lost over the last 5 years so my goal is just getting fatter and could care less what people think just want to re-build my belly

to be totally honest, as a fat person, i am completely embarrassed to go to the store at all. whether real or imagined, i always get the sense that people are staring at my basket (even though I eat very healthy). I feel they are probably thinking "oh she better be getting healthy foods!"

I don't think that I ever get embarrassed shopping. And I usually get 4 bags of mini powdered doughnuts, five packages of jumbo hotdogs, etc. Sometimes the cashier looks at me. But I enjoy it. 🐷

As a feeder, it's a total guilty pleasure of mine to take note of people's carts. I find it fascinating.

I remember this massive woman having 3 plain cakes in her cart on a Tuesday night, thinking, "this chick is probably going to go home and kill an entire cake to herself on a Tuesday night! Good for her!"😂