Here's one for the Emetophiles
I have been bulimic since I was 9. I remember the first time I did it, I was so full but wanted another rice ball and 4th of july so I made myself throw up and it was like I unlocked a door that let me eat forever. But now at 31 Im dealing with some health problems. Im autistic so I like to binge eat but if I get overly full I can't keep it down anymore. I went to a brazillian steakhouse the other night for a friends birthday and got sick like 6 times every half hour i was running to the bathroom to puke what I just ate. I can't hold down large amounts of food anymore, even normal meals make me sick half the time. Im not doing it on purpose or to lose weight but I just can't hold binges down anymore and it makes me sad, but I was wondering if any guys were into Emetophilia and wanted me to record when I get sick/if stuffing to sickness is itself a fetish for anybody?
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