Experimentalgain:
Ive spent some time away from this kink and tried Zepbound to lose weight. I lost about 30lbs on Zepbound but it's so expensive to continue. I think I've let the fear of what other people think make me spend hundreds to be slightly thinner but not even actually thin because I stopped losing weight before I got under 200. So I'm still fat and thin doesn't look like an option for me even if thats what other people want.

The fact is, I'm on medications that I have to take to stay well. The side effects include weight gain. And after having lost the weight, I regret losing it, wish I had stayed heavier, and I still didnt end up thin. So being in the middle like this is the worst of both worlds.

I decided I'm going to stop dieting, let myself eat what I'm hungry for, and let myself get fatter again. I was at 237 at my highest without the Zepbound so I think it's highly likely I'll return to that and exceed it.

I dont want to pay hundreds just to end up mildly fat - might as well go for the real deal. I've been suppressing this kink for years and I'm just done fighting the kink and the side effect from the meds. I'm fat. I'm going to get fatter. And that's ok.

Open to any comments or feedback, would love to talk about it!

Kittykat2112:
Lately I feel like over stimulating when it comes to being hungry.

Like if I’m starving I need to either goon until I eat or goon right after I eat.

Also as I get bigger my stomach turns me on so much that it’s hard to resist not touching myself every I can.

But what makes it worse or maybe better my nipples and clit get over stimulated the bigger I get like they get brushed and I have the need to goon.

Is that normal or my hyper sexuality getting the better of me?

FatVixen:
I rnjoy the put of shapness and my husband does to the panting and struggling. I hate being shamed so he stands up for me in our own little way with family now

Blubberbelle:
The last time I was in an amusement park a couple of rides were a little snug. I've gained enough weight since then that I don't think it would be worth it to pay admission anymore. This is my petition for plus size rides.

Biglover001:
Just for some background, a big piece of why I love feederism and larger bodies is because of Disney world. I went all the time (still do) and I was surrounded by extremely fat people. Whenever I was in the pool at the hotel or next to one on a ride I got really happy. I guess I just love the comforting feeling of fat spillage next to me in a tight space. If anyone has any other stories about either being fat at amusement parks or stories like mine, feel free to reply! If anyone is fat and wants to go with me be my guest!

BigBallBellyGirl:
I gained steadily until college, and then fluctuated between 325 to 375 lb. As a young professional, I let a doctor talk me into significant weight loss and got down to 190 lb. I wasn't happy, barely recognized myself, and was stuck on a very restrictive diet just to maintain.

I decided to regain, with the goal of getting back to 370. I had always had a big appetite and had been belly-stuffing since childhood, when I did it in secret. This gain was different though. I got into extreme stuffing and shockingly rapid growth. As I pushed myself to eat more and more calories, my appetite grew. Every time I reached a new level of being stuffed, I found I was eating more even when not trying. The next stuffing would be bigger, and bigger, and bigger.

I ended up shooting past 400 lb and decided to slow down, but that only lasted about a month. As I grew larger, I resolved that 500 would be my absolute cap. I blew past that too.

Ultimately, I ended up reaching 660 lb, and I had a medical emergency. I lost down to 525 or 530, but the weight slowly started creeping back up, Before I knew it, I was into more extreme stuffings than ever. At my highest weight, I was immobile and bigger than 900 lb, although much of it was inflammation and water retention.

I'm currently around 715, and regaining weight is sadly not on the table. I hate weight loss, and I'm truly only doing it out of medical necessity. And I know that if I let myself stuff just one time, I wouldn't stop until I hit 1,000 lb, and would likely end up in the hospital or worse. My regains have never been back to my previous level. Every time I regain, I always ended up bigger than ever. It's my life story.

MCC2018:
When I was hanging out with my friends this weekend I had the most insatiable appetite. I was trying to be normal and eat the same amount as everyone else but I wouldn’t help but eat the whole entire time and just waiting for them to say they’re finished so I can have the rest. It’s embarrassing and they definitely notice. Especially since my belly is getting bigger and it’s becoming noticeable even in leggings. Has anyone else experienced this in a social setting?