For most of my life I was thin (even athletic at one point), but I've always wanted to be fat -- at least since puberty. I tried several times to gain weight but had limited success. Long story short, I've finally succeeded in becoming undeniably fat, but still feel unsatisfied. I've been binging daily for months and am completely out of shape, and I'm terrified of slipping and losing weight. All I can think about is food and what I need to eat to at least maintain the weight and hopefully put on more. This is kind of a turn on, but even though I broke into a sweat putting on pants today and am fatter than ever, I feel deeply compelled to keep gaining.
In my mind I "need" to get fatter, but my body feels like it needs to be slower. I'm conflicted. Any thoughts are much appreciated.
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*edit* I haven't sent any messages today. (What is the daily limit on messages?) Seems to hang when I click on the message icon. Tried refreshing before clicking but no luck.
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I've been unable to send messages for a few hours, it just hangs. (Anyone else having this problem?)
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Natsuki97:
Well as the subject says, I'm looking for feedees, guys feedees but I realized that the transgender people (male to female) also turn me on, so I'd love to feed them! ❤
As it seems I'm too far for almost everyone here so I can't feed them and so I'd like to encourage them to be able to make their bellies huge and round. I also like guys a little effeminate, sensitive, shy and a little thin, so when they get full they have an obvious big and round belly and when they belch they get blushed. ^_^
That's me; (well, apart from being a little thin.) Always looking for encouragement..
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MsUnwritten makes a good point about the biological underpinnings of (sexual) attraction. I'm 5'4", pale, soft, and average-looking, so I've never exactly been fighting off the ladies. This can be frustrating since the overwhelming majority of women prefer taller men, and people are taller than ever these days.
Fortunately, my height is not the only thing that defines me (otherwise I would've jumped off a bridge a long time ago). In the real world I've found that kindness, openness, empathy, respect, humility, and good communication/listening are not lost on people; so this is the attitude I *try* to embody--particularly when it comes to women.
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Take it slow. Be persistant but always respectful. And to mitigate sexual frustration in the absence of a partner, masturbate!
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I wouldn't want to be immobile. However, I'd love to discover the feeling and sensations of being *barely* mobile--where every physical activity is a struggle or a negotiation (...at least in 'fantasy-land'.)
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I love it. Also the idea of public shame or humiliation because of my weight.. anything from someone yelling: "Stop stalling, fatty!" at the supermarket, to a petite woman riding me around like a pig.
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I used to be thin, now I'm fat, and I've always preferred fat women. As I've gained I've actually become a little more interested in thin gals, mainly as a part of my 'fat sub feedee guy/thin dom feeder girl' fantasy.
lush:
..so if I was to leave a comment on a big guys picture, you wouldn't mind?..
^That would be so cool.
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As a gainer, numbers are a very important part of the process. If my goal is to gain weight and get fatter, I need some way(s) of measuring my progress--or lack thereof. However, that need depends on my level of commitment, which varies.
As an on-again/off-again gainer, I've come to realize it's important not to be too slavish to the scale. How I feel (and how I look) are ultimately more significant than what I weigh--and as much as I'd love to wake up tomorrow 40 pounds heavier, I'm generally satisfied with how fat I've become.
I have no current, set goal weight; more of a loose structure to keep getting fatter.
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