Enjoying the big lifestyle

I have officially come to the conclusion that after many years of being an FA, I also want to get fat and be a gainer and a feedee. But not just fat, really fat. I want to weigh 500lbs. I was wondering I know the basics of what to do the problem is I am a poor college student who can't really afford to spend money right now on fattening himself up. I want this so badly and it gets me horny everytime I think about myself getting fatter but because of the financial situation I am in it is hard for me to satisfy this urge and make myself happy. Is there any advice anyone can give me about getting fat on the cheap? Any advice or help would be greatly appreciated. I really want to be fat and don't want to have to wait because of the fact that I have a low cash flow right now.
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