I need a partner wish there was a female wanting to fatten a guy up

Hey all I've loved watching force feedings, n now I want to be fed. I saw a clip from iron cage something, where girl goes on hunger strike n they put feeding tube down throat. Has anyone tried this looks amazing, cause I'm a picky eater n just make food pass mouth into stomach seems like an awesome experence. Is it safe? Have you tried it?

Are their girls out there who r feedies who want a immobile man? Or is that weird?