Don't bother. It was bad, long, boring and self-righteous when published in 1957 and hasn't improved in 54 years. And it certainly won't help you in architecture (though it may help you understand just how deluded libertarians are).

Finishing up "Out of Sheer Rage: Wrestling with D.H. Lawrence" by Geoff Dyer (the funniest book I've read in a long time.)
Next up is "The Hunger Games" by Suzanne Collins.
I'm also on a short story kick so have been reading a lot of Alice Munro and Lydia Davis.
And the New Yorker mags still pile up.

FFAs take note, you'll love this. And this guy should know, he's the new restaurant critic for the New York Times

www.details.com/style-advice/grooming-and-health/200801/let-yourself-go

I don't know the answer but I love the fantasy and that would be me encouraging and feeding you to your fattest desire.

Too stuffed to move and too fat to care

I suspect you feel lonely and sad b/c you are finally living out a deep desire, one you feel helpless to control and gives you immense pleasure, but can't share it with your partner...and that more than likely won't change. That conflict alone can make us feel guilty, alone and leaves us second-guessing our desires and actions. All I can say is no matter what you're feeling now, those feeling will even out over time. You may try to stop gaining but it won't last long b/c the desire is so deeply ingrained in us.
But from a purely selfish perspective, I sure hope you don't give up on your goal...that would be like dropping out of college with only 6 credit hours to go! LOL Now, let up

"just recently" is probably the sexiest part of this entire sentence Keep it up butterball.

My last name is a palindrome. How cool is that!

Happily childfree. And mostly dated women with the same view. Works out well. They get fat anyway lol

Unless you are genetically predisposed to large boobs there is now way to make the bigger other than surgery. However, the more weight you gain, the bigger they will get just from the increased amount of fat in your body Happened to my girlf when she gained, and they got much smaller when she lost a lot of weight.