My life

chapter 2

I was an athletic child. I started playing baseball at the age of five and continued to play for nine years. I also played soccer from ages 4-7. I always enjoyed playing sports and still do today. Baseball and soccer weren't the only two sports I played, they were just the ones I played the most. I also started getting into video games and web browsing from a young age.
When I was nine years old, I was enjoying a video on Youtube when I saw a video that intrigued my young mind. The video was titled something along the lines of "Watch Me Grow." I don't remember the name of the channel, but the video was of a chubby girl, sitting on a chair with a gallon jug of what I now assume to be a weight gain shake. The girl gave a short commentary on her gain so far, then began ferociously chugging the heavy drink. She took short breaks where she would gasp for air, then begin chugging soon after. I watched as her once small tummy expanded into a globular ball of flesh. You could visibly see it growing from how packed it was. I was fascinated by her tummy and just how big she managed to make it. It reminded me a lot of my fantasies, but on a much smaller scale. The girl eventually finished the drink, moaning in pleasure as she turned her focus to rubbing her swollen gut. I wondered to myself what it would feel like to have a belly that big. I looked down at my flat, toned stomach and compared it to the girls. I made a decision at that point in my life. I wanted to have a belly like hers.-------

The next day, I got home from school and watched the video again. I wanted to analyze how the girl managed to make her belly look like that. What I noticed was that she drank a lot of liquids. Me, being young and immature thought that drinking water would produce the same result and eventually make me look like her. So, what I did was get and almost empty gallon jug of milk, emptied it, poured water into the jug, and then attempted to drink the entirety of the gallon on my first attempt of what I called a "stuffing" at the time. I didn't even come close. I drank maybe ¼ of the jug before my stomach hurt beyond belief. I had to go to my room and lie down. I rubbed my still flat stomach, noticing something was slightly different. There was a bulge. It was small, but it was there. I was overjoyed in my progress. Looking back on it, it's kinda funny how happy I was at something so insignificant, but it was a start.

After the first "stuffing" which was really an inflation with water, I continued to do those maybe twice a day everyday, slowly increasing my stomach's capacity. I didn't realize that that was what I was doing. I thought that I was gaining weight and that the reason my stomach got bigger the more I drank was because I was getting fatter. In reality, I didn't gain a single pound. Not until I changed my methods.