My life

chapter 4

I was about 11 when I picked up my hold habits of drinking a ton and expanding my belly, but this time, I started to do it with soda.
I got a weekly allowance of five dollars, and if I mowed the lawn for my neighbor, they would give me five bucks, too. You see, from the house that I live in, I am a 6 minute bike ride away from a 7-Eleven, a Dollar Store, and a Safeway. With the money earned from chores, I would spend almost all of it on 2.5 liters of an off brand of Coke.
It had 10 servings in it, all at 180 calories, and 50g of sugar. That's 1800 empty calories added on to my 3 meals a day + Snack and Dessert. Stretching my stomach every day to 2.5 liters and sometimes 5 liters (if i had gotten two sodas) caused my stomach capacity to grow quite large. I only chugged the sodas. I thought it was a waste to drink them over time, because they would just go flat if you waited too long.
I would bring the sodas into the house as stealthy as I could. I generally put them in a backpack so my parents and sister couldn't see them. I would hide them in my room and wait until night. That's when the fun happens.
I would turn on a loud fan in my room to cover up any noise. I would then get dressed in my tightest clothes. This generally consisted of karate pants and an old t-shirt. The pants fit me like a glove, as they were from when I was 8. The feeling of comfort I got from my too tight clothes felt amazing. Even before drinking the soda, the t-shirt and pants would be digging into my now chubby belly.
When I finished dressing, I would grab the tape measure my mother used for sewing and measure my belly. It was generally around 30-36 inches, depending on how much I had eaten that day. I would then drink the soda.
When I first started the the soda drinking, I could barely manage 1 liter. I quickly progressed to be able to hold more and more. I drank every single night to my maximum limit. Each night my stomach would get bigger and bigger. The first time I chugged the soda, I had a gain of two inches around my stomach. After two full years of doing it, I was able to hold upwards of 5 liters and would gain anywhere from 4-7 inches on my stomach.
All of this changed when I entered my freshman year of highschool. You see, I hadn't gained any weight over the 2-3 years that I was doing the stomach expansions. I had always stayed down at about 180, and for a 5'11"-6' guy, thats pretty slim. The only reason I didn't gain was because I was extremely active. I played baseball every week and had P.E. everyday. But when I was starting to play high School baseball, I decided to quit. I had always played for fun. Highschool ball seemed like it was too competitive for people like me. So I stopped.
During my freshman year, I learned about feederism. I began exploring websites related to the topic. I realized what the fetish was, and that I liked fat chicks. At the time, I had no desire to gain weight. I enjoyed watching videos of before and after weight gains, but I just didn't want to gain. I still did the soda chugging, but I was still pretty active, so I gained very little. Anything I did gain was completely on accident.