chapter four

You guys!!!!! I Skyped my boyfriend the other day and as he was showing me his new dorm, I noticed that the shirt I he was wearing fit him a little bit snugglier than how it use to! He works at carrying heavy tables and chairs but he didn't work for about a month and a half. All he has bee doing is texting me and going to see the orchestra that he's in whenever they have practice. He drives everywhere and he loves to eat late at night. Mostly chicken nuggets. Even without me there, he has started to gain a few pounds and I love it :) he pulls up his jeans and his belly jiggles a little side to side. And then he tries to suck it in as he pulls his shirt down. I would love for him to embrace his new pounds; to accept them and wear shirts that show them off a bit more. He gets me so turned on whenever I imagine him 30-40lbs heavier and it's all in his belly. I can see me accidentally dropping something and he beds down, feeling the front of his jeans firmly press against his growing belly, and then he'll feel my hand slap his jiggling butt and when he gets up he'll see the smirk on my face and I'll see the the bottom of his tummy because his shirt was raised just a bit :)

As I said in an earlier chapter, I've been going to the gym to try to gain muscle in my butt. I have stretch marks now! I told my boyfriend and his reaction was "it's getting BIGGER?" and since this is my first time getting stretch marks I am really proud :) I would like my butt to be to the point where it jiggles uncontrollably, up and down and up and down every time I take a step, especially without any underwear on. I also want my butt to be noticeably rounder and about 5 inches or more of a distance between the highest peek of my butt and my hamstring. I really want putting on jeans to be a struggle. I want it to take 5 whole minutes for me to reach my jeans half way up my butt, and then I'll take a break because of how winded I am, and hope that my boyfriend walks in and sits down as I take my break. The upper half of my butt will be portruding and almost spilling out of my jeans. He'll also have to watch as it jiggles up and down and I'll have to jump up, and he'll get a show of my breasts bouncing up and down with each jump. And once my jeans are on, I'll get on his lap, he'll put his hands on my butt, and I'll move closer to his body so that my vagina is pressing up against his tummy, and my breasts are pressing up against his moobs