Irl feeder wanted

Hi all,

I really want to be a feedee in real life.

In the fantasy, I would be caged and fattened, but I get that in practice, this is not realistic.
However, I DO want to be fattened.

To try to explain: I don't want to just "get fat" which would be easy with just a change of diet and lifestyle, I want it to be out of my control. My feeder will decide what, when and how much I eat, with just the goal of making me fatter.

FYI I am asexual, so this is not a "turn on" for me sexually; I just really like the thought of losing all control and being made to gain weight for somebody else, so my feeder can be any gender.
3 weeks