Fat experiences

He was my former boss, we didn't have very much in common, we butted heads a lot, yet I very much wanted him. A certain kind of chemistry, I never could figure out if he felt it too. He was a perfect gentleman and rejected every advance I made, and wasn't interested in me wanting to leverage my feminine wiles for work perks. (I like the danger of a power dynamic, what can I say.) Tch... What a nice guy. Lmao.

Now that I think about it, I was definitely mostly into the belly he had. Lol...


So funny that it took me this long to realize this fetish of mine. I just thought I was very body positive. And to be fair, I am open minded, but... this is definitely a kink, and a clear dating pattern for me. Crushes and relationships alike almost exclusively include people that are at least 200 pounds, if not double that. I've given skinny people a chance but it was very short lived. (Again, probably because I tried to force my fat fetish that I didn't realize I had on them. Lmao!)

I love talking about crushes and certain types. From what I can tell from my dating history, I love glasses, natural hair with greys throughout, and of course, a generous waist size. Past that I guess I can appreciate a lot of different things, too. And you?

I'm 250 lbs.

I never had feelings for authority figures. I struggle with PTSD and am on the spectrum so I bet it would be a nightmare for me. I will say I do find one boss attractive but he's a jackass who fucked up my mental health so I don't think looks can cover up one's true colors.

In your case, it sounded like a FWB sort of thing which is fine. But for me I wouldn't want to date someone or even befriend someone who is condescending and talks like an NPC. That's my usual experience with most supervisors over the past 7 years at my fruit packing facility job. This isn't to say I was always treated this way though.

Granted, I never have never experienced pretty privilege so maybe women workers who aren't looking for sincere connections do at least get a benefit. I admittedly envy those types of people but at the same time I bet it is probably a burden and tiring to be bothered by a sleazeball for 40 hours a week. Even if you did climb up the ladder. It's sad how corporate America doesn't value honest hard work but I guess that's capitalism for ya.

ha! yea i would have loved to be seen for what i was actually contributing to the workforce back then but it wasn't working. luckily of course i was also subtle and didn't outright ask for favors, so i didnt get booted right after pushing my luck with my hot fat boss. sigh... would have been nice to get a raise, some recognition, and possibly a good lay out of the whole ordeal... nope, just a spot on the resumé that has fuckall to do with my current career path. lmao...