It seems like feeders always want feedees who are already fat, but I think there are a lot of people who want to take the plunge and become feedees, but are afraid to start without a feeder for encouragement and accountability.

The thought of going from skinny to fat is exciting but scary. All I want is a little hand-holding 😭

Have I been open to it in the past? Yes. Am I currently wanting that? No. However, this is only because I am in a committed relationship.

There are feeders that prefer feedees with smaller start weights for a number of reasons. Not every feeder wants to start with a large feedee.

That said, I would recommend looking into why getting fat is scary to you. If you need someone to support you emotionally as you gain weight, you'll be devastated if the relationship ends.

It's just the initial plunge. I actually imagine myself hitting >500 pounds, and it just feels so right.

Like, I don't want a body that isn't weighed down and softened by hundreds of pounds of fat. Being massive *feels* like it's who I am supposed to be.