Tried calorie counting…

Have a new what I eat in a day clip coming soon… 

I’ve never been one for calorie counting but I did for this clip and oh my 😳😅

Let’s just say I didn’t quite realise just how much I was eating… I just love the feeling of being full and I hadn’t realised just how much I’ve been stretching my capacity.
I’ve also just always loved food so I’ll pretty much take any opportunity to eat, it just brings me so much happiness & peace. I have many gaining goals but lately I’ve really been fantasising about just getting an extra 20 kgs just planted on me right away, maybe I’m too impatient… I just want to feel bigger. I feel like I’ve lost a little bit of my double chin and I just miss it being plump and the first thing you notice on my face. So please any encouragement to get me gaining quicker will be appreciated. I need to double what my chin once was and more! 
2 months