first things first, you are not a freak. lol
THe human body isn't really designed to handle a sudden gorging (part of the fun i think ^_^) so it will no doubt be uncomfortable the first few times. Just try and take it slow and ease yourself into it, also the following thread may be of use:
fantasyfeeder.com/cms/forum/viewthread.php
It's pretty simple but true, i'm sure you could also find similar threads through use of the search function to aid you.
THe human body isn't really designed to handle a sudden gorging (part of the fun i think ^_^) so it will no doubt be uncomfortable the first few times. Just try and take it slow and ease yourself into it, also the following thread may be of use:
fantasyfeeder.com/cms/forum/viewthread.php
It's pretty simple but true, i'm sure you could also find similar threads through use of the search function to aid you.
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