Hey my name is Megan. I've been in to 'being fat' since I can remember. I signed up here a couple of years ago while I tried to gain a bit of weight and then chickened out and deleted my account.
Now I'm back because I need an outlet to discuss my interest of weight gain. No one else in my family would understand (my mother is a health nut and hates that I'm over weight) and I'm not even comfortable talking to any of my friends about it.
I'm not sure if I want to gain anymore weight, I'm at 255 right now and I think I just want to get comfortable in myself first and ask questions and just let me see that I'm not weird.

Oh, I live in NC and I'm 24.