I'm the same.  I've been going to the gym for the past 3 months and love it and am really liking the way that I'm looking now, starting to fit into my old slim fit shirts and the like.  On the other hand, I miss the sensation and excitement of getting bigger and outgrowing my clothes.  Ah us humans are complicated creatures!
      
      
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