Gaining

Never!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I disagree, this is a fetish for me and i only want it to be a fetish, an aspect of my life which i hope to share with a certain someone among the many other things to share in life.

I have no interest in building a life around the fetish, I imagine that would get boring pretty quick and there is so much more to life then feeding/getting fat.

Of course, what i'm describing isn't the only way, same as what you described isn't, everyone is different.