*sigh* I've been a longtime lurker on this site. It's time to come out of the...pantry?
I totally have fantasies of getting really fat, but the reality if I did would be intolerable for me. I work with kids and love being super active. Not that some people can't do it all (applause) but the heavier I am, the exponentially harder it is for me to be really active.
In addition, I have a *tiny* frame (only five feet tall!) and any extra weight apart from the "extra" I already have and love would be stress my joints and ankles.
I eroticize weightgain in a serious way: I love the stretch marks, the body transformation, the subversiveness of getting fat, fulfilling desire, the decadence and sexualizing of certain foods, rolls forming, outgrowing clothes, spilling out of your bra, bellies hanging over beltlines, and oooooo triple belly rolls. *swoon* I'm also pearshaped, so I'd never really get the body I'm so hot for anyhow
I'm sure I'm not the only one in this position. Anyone else? Support?
Also--if you just wanna hate, and criticize me for not "just doing it", find somewhere else to post that stuff. I just want support.
I totally have fantasies of getting really fat, but the reality if I did would be intolerable for me. I work with kids and love being super active. Not that some people can't do it all (applause) but the heavier I am, the exponentially harder it is for me to be really active.
In addition, I have a *tiny* frame (only five feet tall!) and any extra weight apart from the "extra" I already have and love would be stress my joints and ankles.
I eroticize weightgain in a serious way: I love the stretch marks, the body transformation, the subversiveness of getting fat, fulfilling desire, the decadence and sexualizing of certain foods, rolls forming, outgrowing clothes, spilling out of your bra, bellies hanging over beltlines, and oooooo triple belly rolls. *swoon* I'm also pearshaped, so I'd never really get the body I'm so hot for anyhow
I'm sure I'm not the only one in this position. Anyone else? Support?
Also--if you just wanna hate, and criticize me for not "just doing it", find somewhere else to post that stuff. I just want support.
13 years