Since I was a youngster I have been plagued by the strong desire to get/be fat. It's something I've never got my head around and it continues to this day.
For most of my life I have tried to ignore it, with my family being very weight-conscious and always talking about being healthy.
Now living freely, having moved out of home a few years ago, I've got more control of my life. I told my fiance about it, she doesn't seem to understand properly but said as long as I don't become a fat slob its ok.
For a while now I've been contemplating what to do to sort out my desires, asking myself the question 'what should I do?'
I'm sure you've all experienced my story and I would appreciate any advice you may have.
The options appear to be to:
1) continue to ignore it
2) pursue the fantasy (get fat)
3) any other ideas????
So I'm putting it out there -
What should I do?
I'm interested in hearing from anyone who is successfully managing their gainerism - What has worked for you?
Thanks in anticipation
For most of my life I have tried to ignore it, with my family being very weight-conscious and always talking about being healthy.
Now living freely, having moved out of home a few years ago, I've got more control of my life. I told my fiance about it, she doesn't seem to understand properly but said as long as I don't become a fat slob its ok.
For a while now I've been contemplating what to do to sort out my desires, asking myself the question 'what should I do?'
I'm sure you've all experienced my story and I would appreciate any advice you may have.
The options appear to be to:
1) continue to ignore it
2) pursue the fantasy (get fat)
3) any other ideas????
So I'm putting it out there -
What should I do?
I'm interested in hearing from anyone who is successfully managing their gainerism - What has worked for you?
Thanks in anticipation
13 years