I'm gaining too but hesitant. I love food and eating and would love to indulge without restraint. Family pressure and health don't let me give in so while i gain a little I then lose it.
I've only gone up some 25 lbs since maybe 2006 - 2007, usually going up over holidays and Xmas, then down again as I busy with different things.
This year I decided to lose and went down from 180 at the end of January (my highest ever) to 160 3 weeks ago with gym and more careful eating.
My mum in law just came for 2 weeks and she can COOK and is very generous with portions! so i weighed 174 this morning, and had to use my fat suit (38"
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as usual i'm caught at I'd love to just blow up completely but don't dare to. no idea where this will end but nature usually wins...