quintessence wrote:nl54 wrote:
My last girlfriend was fat (about 300), and I am a medium build, around 185pds. She knew I liked her fat, and even took pleasure in the fact that I enjoyed her body. But much of the time, she would COMPLAIN that she was overweight. Nothing is more of a turn offf than someone who constantly complains about how they look. Eventually I told her "If you don't like it, lose it." She never did of course, and the complaining continued. Finally I got to the point where I didn't even wan't to have sex with her anymore even though I loved her body. Lack of self confidence in a person is unattractive no matter what you look like.
I don't know the specifics (of course) of your relationship, but when I first found guys online that liked fat women, I did this, not because I hated myself, but because it was so nice and exciting to hear "Yeah, your thighs are fat, and it is ***ing hot" in response. Stupid and childish, I know that, but it's heady to hear reassurance sometimes, especially for women who haven't heard much, or any, of it before.
Yeah. I reassured her plenty of times, but she still complained about herself. We even watched BBW porn together sometimes. She would get jealous if she had a friend around who was fat, because she knew I was into that. The relationship was about 8yrs long and even near the end, she still made negative comments about her weight. I loved her, but things like that wore me out and killed my sex drive for her.