Gaining

I know that many feedees are quite conflicted about gaining when they start but become less conflicted as they get bigger.

Has this happened to you or a partner? Why do you think that is?

Has anyone become MORE conflicted as they've gotten bigger? Or has it stayed the same? Why do you think that is?

I was only ever conflicted right at the beginning of my forray into intentional gaining. That was way back when I was about 13 years old.

I was already a very chubby boy, and I already got picked on a lot. But even with that I knew that I didn't want to be thin, it was the last thing I wanted and was often the furthest thought from my brain *except during Phys. Ed. testing weeks but that's another matter*.

Basically I figured since I was already being made fun of if I was fatter there wouldn't be much difference. And since I made the decision to gain the jabs didn't hurt nearly as much because I knew it was what I wanted and it made me feel really free and good about myself.