I looked at your profile and pics and although I'm a male I hope you don't mind me saying you carry your weight beautifully. I'm a gainer and love to put on weight but I'm sometimes not sure if society will accept that. I applaud you for being scared that's normal but at the end of the day no matter if you have kids a wife a husband whatever you have to make yourself happy and getting fat makes me happy so that's what I do. And gaining can be up and down and stopping yourself from gaining can be even harder but it's up to you to know yourself and your body and to have the well to stop. I wish you the best of luck and hope that you find happiness in yourself.
12 years