Gaining

Wrestling with mutual gain

Kind of long but may be some first hand insight -

I was in an accidental "Mutual Gaining" relationship a while back. I always loved my girlfriend gaining and fattening up which she did with relative ease but for the first time in my life I actually gained a lot of weight and didn't even notice. That is until one day my girlfriend mentioned that we both possibly go on a diet. It was such an incredible turn on hearing that come out of her mouth as if I was fat or something but at the same time very weird because I have never been able to gain any weight before in my life and now my beautiful fat girlfriend was aluding to the fact she thought I was fat. We both discussed it for a bit me in denial and she explained to me that I was now kind of fat and we decided to go on eating like pigs and gaining more together.

I was fine with her fattening up to huge perportions but she thought I would look best with only a bit bigger belly.

It was probably the most exciting time in my life with regard to weight gain fetish. We both consumed huge portions of food and desserts together and our appetites were immense not to mention our growing figures our closeness and love was at an alltime high as well as our sexual interests with our bodies. It was so exciting to watch her eat and eat and eat even more than myself....and believe me I could consume some huge amounts of food during that time... and grow out of her clothes not to mention when we would make love feeling our bodies struggle to get close because of our huge bellies sticking out and squishing against one another and pushing us away from each other. It was unbelievable when we were together but when we were apart I was insecure for the first time in my life and felt embarrassed always being the athletic jock type guy and now being soft and fat and less masculine "I felt". Her friends would even tease both of us together in a fun way....Like calling us the newly fat married couple... but I had never felt this before and while it was a turn on at times I felt insecure other times. Also never experiencing before the fact of getting ready to go out for a dinner with some couples friends and realizing after putting on my biggest pair of jeans that I couldn't even come close to buttoning up and having to make a last minute switch to some dress slacks that as I was putting them on noticed they didn't fasten either and I couldn't even fit into them and they were my newest and biggest pair. I was embarrassed and ashamed and I went into the closet where my girlfriend was getting ready and she was struggling to find anything to wear that ft as well. She then without asking me called her friends and told them an excuse why we were not going to be able to make it to dinner. We stayed at our Condo and ordered in. It was a sexy fattening night at home which we both grew to love.

It was a great experience not knowing how much I would actually have loved the Mutual Gaining experiene but in the long run for me it became a little out of control and I began to hate it more and more the times I was in public and not with my girlfriend.

Even when we were together in public I would have mixed feelings and feel insecure because I would look at us totally differantly as a fat out of shape couple that were more or less driven by food consumption in our every day lives all the time ....everything we were doing was related to food and eating when we were together which was such the erotic part when we were at home together sexualy but when we were out doing things I was kind of embarrassed for both of us at times knowing how much differant or bodies were and our laziness.

I hope this gives some perspective from my experience!
12 years