I've yo-yo dieted all my life...when I was 18(1997), I weight 225, then 2 years later I got down to 180(1999).
I wish I could remember, but around 2001, I was in college that I discovered the wg/eating groups/chat. I was so aroused that I would chat online all night while eating. My weight ballooned up to 253 by 2002. I did give up Pepsi(3 cans/day) and joined a gym & got down to 229. I went on some medications and ballooned up to 275 by 2004. Even though I loved my soft belly and breasts, I felt guilty, so then I went on a diet and got down to 235....but I have never lost the urge/desire to binge and gain. LOL
I would love to hear from other FF who made a decision to gain OR other FF who live with family(like I do) and struggle to keep their urges hidden. Do you still binge every so often.
I wish I could remember, but around 2001, I was in college that I discovered the wg/eating groups/chat. I was so aroused that I would chat online all night while eating. My weight ballooned up to 253 by 2002. I did give up Pepsi(3 cans/day) and joined a gym & got down to 229. I went on some medications and ballooned up to 275 by 2004. Even though I loved my soft belly and breasts, I felt guilty, so then I went on a diet and got down to 235....but I have never lost the urge/desire to binge and gain. LOL
I would love to hear from other FF who made a decision to gain OR other FF who live with family(like I do) and struggle to keep their urges hidden. Do you still binge every so often.
16 years